Questions

I’m questioning everything these days. I don’t know why really, other than I’m just going through a season where I’m wondering why I do things the way I do them, or why the church does things the way she does them. It’s not a bad thing to me really, its just something I’m going through.

So, yesterday I led worship with my shoes on. You’ve probably heard why I don’t where my shoes, but I asked myself a few weeks ago, “What if I led worship with my shoes on? Was I really doing it barefooted because God had called me to do that, or did I just think what that guy said when I was 18 was cool? Did it mean anything anymore, or had it just become something I did because I did it?”

When my answer to the first question was, “Yeah, but what will people think, I mean, I’ve always led this way.” I realized then that I might not have a good enough reason for leading with my shoes off over leading with them on. I think now I feel the freedom to lead with or without. But it didn’t come until I asked a question and spent several weeks debating the answers (yes, several weeks).